日期: 2010 年 10 月 11 日

You won’t find this


Did you check the tires?
Put gas in the car?
I don't think you'll need too much
'Cause you ain't gonna get that far
Did you pack the good times?
Don't forget a map
Just in case the route you take
Isn't there to take you back

You can hold any girl that you like
Fall in love when it's easy at night
But you wake up wondering why
She ain't ever something better
When you're lost and you've run out of road
Find what I already know
In the end close is all there is
But you won't find this
No, you won't find this

There's once in a lifetime
And there's once in a while
And the difference between the two
Is about a million miles
Oh, you might get lucky
While the moon is looking on
But in the truth of the morning
The stars will be long gone

You can hold any girl that you like
Fall in love when it's easy at night
But you wake up wondering why
She ain't ever something better
When you're lost and you've run out of road
Find what I already know
In the end close is all there is
But you won't find this

You can hold any girl that you like
Fall in love when it's easy at night
But you wake up wondering why
She ain't ever something better
When you're lost and you've run out of road
Find what I already know
In the end close is all there is
Oh, in the end it's me you're gonna miss
'Cause you won't find this
Oh, you won't find this

Songwriter(s): Dennis, Cathy; Shapiro, Tom
Copyright: © EMI BLACKWOOD MUSIC INC.
© EMI MUSIC PUB. LTD.
© PIANO WIRE MUSIC

身價


　　今早看到同學貼在FB上的一句話：分手後，哭得越傷心的人應該要笑得越大聲，因為你失去了一個不愛你的人，他卻失去了一個愛他的人，他的損失才大咧。

　　嗯，其實我不能確定究竟誰比較難過，但要比誰哭得比較多，這我鐵定獲勝的吧。

　　中午和明龍吃飯。邊走邊聊著的時候，我說：我想我已經過了最激動的那個階段，現在的心情平靜下來了，開始進入放空期。

　　是放空沒錯吧。比起張獅子仍然很努力地練習著小號，想努力衝破改嘴型所遇見的瓶頸，還有他想完成的許多事情；現在的劉小曦，是明明知道眼前很多事情等著我去做，卻寧可暫停一切腳步。

　　是沉澱或逃避？我想我沒有後者那麼消極，只是現在還需要一些時間想想清楚。

　　對於我和他之間，腦裡當然有無數種想像和可能。我必須懷抱希望，但也要有勇氣承受失望。

　　希望或失望、開心或傷心，這都是我主觀的想法和感受罷了，所以不敢說絕對的好與壞。也許並不是一定要和他復合了，對我來說才是最好的呀。

　　但是，有一件事是絕對不會改變的，那就是要保有自己。

　　自信的、積極的、有幹勁的；美的、漂亮的、可愛的。然後，要更加地琢磨自己、修正自己，才有資格期待美好的事物到來。

　　這就是我說的身價這件事。

　　所謂的身價，不是單單只有金錢或外貌足以衡量。妳必須擁有那份專屬於自己的自信，在自己身上找到一件其她女孩不會和妳「撞衫」的事情，抓緊它、保有它，無論那是什麼，持之以恆。

　　正因為這世上沒有什麼是永恆不變的，所以我們才要維持自己的真。

　　那才是在妳的生命裡永遠不會改變的東西。